Up all night and FMS


Well, good news and bad news today. The good news is, I will not have to mess with my food benefits again, until 2013.. so yeah 🙂 The bad news is, I am back to being up all night.. sigh….

This is the thing I wanted real sleeping pills, for ! I am racking my brain here, trying to figure out just what is setting this off. Even with my other medications,  I am tossing and turning like a top and having to get back up, repeatedly.

Now mind you, this is despite the fact that while I am up, reading, watching TV or whatever, I am sitting there falling asleep, but .. big but here, go to bed and lay down to try and keep that going … and forget it.

I think its the back problem again, as what seems to be the worst, is my lower legs, cramping up, in pain, etc. Enough to where the problems, wake me, regardless of how tired I am.

Which just pisses me off, as I should have already been seeing a Chropratctor over this. However, if you have read my other posts, you know how badly that idea has gone. It is making me real short on my temper ( born a red head and you know what that means )

Now, I know full well that getting upset about it, is not helping matters here, but it is very hard not to, when the delay, is due to other peoples greed or their stupidity, and I am the one having to suffer for it.  

I can deal with just about anything, if I know that all that can be done, is being done. It’s when you have situations like this, when what would help, is not being done, for no good reason. That just raises my hackles up. 

But, I need to get over that and chill, as that is NOT helping my sleep problems, in the least. 

Hail to all my fellow Vampires of the night and may you rest better than I am

BB

Esta

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One thought on “Up all night and FMS

  1. Totally sucks, the delays, and you know everything I am attempting to do is also going through delays. With delays, “they” hope to discourage you and seek other avenues of relief. It is what agencies tend to do these days for those who really need the help. However, be someone scamming the system, and the benefits seemingly fall into your lap, keeping funding and sources available for others in dire need.

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