Archive | September 2011

Well, finally got my medications. Medical frustrations and FMS


If you recall the meds I have been screaming about in prior posts .. well. finally, after literaly weeks of phone calls and personal harranges, I got them.

Now mind you, this was only after being so sharp with the staff, that one of them, hung up on me..  But she did do as she was told, which was trot her happy butt down to Medical records and demand some answers.

Seems they sent them off yesterday to my pharmacy. Now what is interesting about that, is the last information anyone was given by them, was .. send the faxes again .. no information from them to indicate they even had the the faxes ( twice over ) no one  even offered a guess at completion date, no notice in fact whatsoever, of what they were even doing or not doing about it.

As today, my ablity to tolerate this went through the floor and I was two cents over the line of even caring about being polite. As when I called on this for the umpteenth time, yet again the staff at my doctors office, were just reading off whats on the screen under my name in their office. Which of course, didnt say a dang thing about the medications, and has not, since the papers were first sent to them.

At no time has Medical records put in one word to the data base, or told anyone what they were up to and likely I am willing to bet, will not even record having sent them off for a week or more, as they seem to be as backward about data entry, as they are at handling the paperwork. Yet this data, is what my doctors staff, depends on.

Now, agreed, the staff should be able to depend on it, however, they cannot and NONE of them it seemed, were able to even understand the problem ! It is like, if it’s not in the computer, it doesn’t exist ?

I am suspicious that a good part of the problem, is due to the fact that most of the staff, has difficulty understanding English, and I do not mean that as an insult, I mean that literally.

As most of them, other than the Doctor herself, their accents are so thick, you can barely understand them when they speak. And it has been my personal experience that anyone who care barely speak the language, generally has trouble understanding it as well.

So what that has created is two fold, as the staff does know their jobs, however if presented with anything NOT on the screen, it seems they are lost, and furthermore, explain how you may, they just do NOT get it.

It was as plain as the nose on one’s face, that they just did not understand what I was saying to them and planned to do nothing about it but give me platitudes. Until I got downright rude about it !

This is not the first time that Medical records has done a major dance with paperwork of mine but it damn well had better be the last, or someone’s head, is gonna roll, as I have had it with them. Not just for myself alone, but for others as well. 

As it happens, the medications that needed some extra steps on their part, where not critical, in  that yes I could do without them for a few weeks. But what if I could not ? What if I were as my mate is and I was a Diabetic ? Or I had heart problems and NEEDED the medications, just to stay alive ?

As I firmly believe that it would make no difference to the paper pushers, at all. Anymore than they did for the paperwork for my bath chair and walking aid, the lack of either of which could have caused me great bodily harm if not death. They did not care.

I was at least, able to assure my pharmacist today as I have throughout all of this , that he was doing HIS job very well, as the man bent over backward to try and get this issue resolved for me.

He was very appreciative of the fact that I gave him a heads up, kept him in the loop at all times and that I assured him. that it was by no means his fault and I thanked him very much for his extraordinary efforts on my behalf. But he should not have had to make them.

Well, enough is enough, as I will find out who is in charge over Medical records ( as talking to them.. is pointless ) So far, no one wants to say who is really in charge of it, but I know where to find out. I plan to file formal complaints and if possible, charges against them for their negligence.

And no, I do not care at this point, if someone loses their job over it, in my view, given how poorly they are doing it, they should be booted right out the door, as they risk other peoples lives here and that cannot be condoned. If no one else will raise enough fuss to see it changed… I will !

Off to plan someone’s ultimate nightmare…

Trying to get back to “normal” or at least as normal as it gets with FM


Well, things are half way back to normal in the sleep department, I say half way, as I am basically making myself get up at my usual hour, no matter if I have had enough sleep or not. Which I hate to do, but I really do not see as I have much choice here. I cannot just sleep the entire day away, when I have things to do. Warning… on a rant roll tonight, so just bear with me.

It’s already bad enough, that most nights my Mate and I, almost swap places in the bed, as I am no more than getting in it and getting half way to sleep, when he is getting out, but to miss him entirely for whole the day too ! Unacceptable. So no matter the cost, this sleep all day, has got to stop.

Even if it does mean, that half of the time my brain is fried, and my memory has gone completely to hell here. Everything that needs doing, MUST be done.. right now or it is not gonna happen. As mentally, I am running on empty here.

Now, if all that were not enough, I have a brand new issue. Does anyone else have tongue or mouth problems with FM ? For the past month and half and more now, my whole mouth feels like it’s sore. My tongue is literally cracked right down the middle, and has sores on the edges. Like I have been chewing on it, which is totally impossible, as other than to eat, ( which has been a trick lately as it hurts to eat most things right now ) I do not even wear my lower plate, I have not for years.

This is one of the issues I wanted to talk to my doctor about, you know the office that gave me an appointment, for Oct, when the last time I saw the woman, was in June ! And I told them why I wanted to see her, when I called.

And the glands under my arms hurt like all get out, every time my arms are down, you can literally see some swelling in some places. It all seems to scream some kind of immune system malfunction to me, but as to what could be creating it, or if that is even whats going on here, I have not a clue.

But such weirdness can happen with FM, as our immune system is most often going full bore, or you basically have none there is no middle ground here… and this, given all else that is going on, just might be the result of one of those times, that I really do not have much of an immune system, and the stuff showing up, is the result, but this could be something else, altogether, so I cannot just shrug it off.

Just because we have FM does not mean we cannot have something totally unrelated to it, going on too ! FM does not give us any immunity from coming down with other stuff, on top of FM. Is is hard to remember that, when FM alone brings in so many things that can go wrong here.. but any thing new, HAS to be investigated.

The back, legs and neck are still a mess and I have just about given up on the idea of a Chiropractor, as the fight to get the service, is just about too much. It doesn’t do me a whole lot of good, to add to my stress levels, just trying to fight my HMO over it, so I am gonna try for at least a PT as that, they might be more reasonable about.

Not to mention, the ears are both still acting up and still no ENT appointment.. as of yet anyway and I even put in that dang request, in writing ….well over a mt ago !

Sigh, some days, I just do not have the energy, to handle it all, and ride herd on my doctors entire medical staff, many of whom, are not doing their dang jobs !

Gonna have a word with Doc on all of that, as I am positive no one asked her if she thought she should see me sooner for all of this. The one I  seem to keep getting on the phone in her office, can barely speak English, so it’s a sure bet she doesn’t understand it all that well either !

To me, anyone who cannot speak English here in America, has no damn business answering a phone in a professional capacity ! Particularly, not in a Doctors office.

I think from now on, if I hear that voice, I will automatically ask for someone else, as I am getting dang tired of her mis-handling things, likely due to her own incomprehension of the language, both spoken and written, as she does not seem to get what shes reading, either.

Well, that’s enough whinge for one night, I am tired and need to at least lay down.. so good night all and may your rest be blessed

BB

Esta

Sleep still messed up with FMS


Okay, now this is just getting too weird. Went to bed at my usual time, was even starting to doze laying there, which is normally a good indication that sleep is possible. Not last night, I was up and down no less than 3 times. As I make it a rule, if I have been in bed for more than half an hour and still not asleep.. I get up. I was still up, when the mate got up at, past 9 am. This is about to drive me, insane.

To bed at 9ish am and up at 5pm is just not gonna cut it. As the mate so pointedly reminded me.. if it keeps on like this, if I happen to get an appointment for damn near any part of the day right now, I would be hard pressed to keep it. Hell, as stands, my entire dang day is gone… before I even get outta bed !

I do not have any until next mt, as the moment, but one never knows.  As there are several I want to have and have been pressing for that I would be very pissed if I finally got them, only to miss them as my body has gone  entirely off the deep end here, with the sleep thing.

Doctor is just gonna have to listen and pay heed, and give me some real sleeping meds for days like this, like I asked her for.. ( which when I asked last time, she gave me yet more anit depressants, which did make me sleep, right enough..for about 2 hours, then the nightmares started, several days in a row…. so in the trash they went ) This cannot continue!!!

Welcome to my not so dream land

BB

Esta

The long sleep insomnia and FMS


Well, I guess my body had had enough of this up all night bit, and I slept for almost 12 hours. In fact, the only reason my mate woke me, is I was getting behind on my meds. It has been a long time since the body has just said “okay, enough of this no sleep.. watch this” !

This is not the first time this has happened, but what surprises  me, is that it does not happen, more often. As one would think, that if the body is sleep deprived enough, it would do this, almost automatically, yet, it does not.

Now most people have experienced this, long sleep, at least a few times in their lives, often right after a period of prolonged energy drain. But it is in fact, yet another form of insomnia. As weird as it sounds.

Yet, such prolonged sleep does not bring the rest one would expect. In fact, it often brings a feeling of a slow brain, body and a general malaise, which has no real connection, except to the excessive amount of down time.

My mate often complains of this almost horrid feeling, if he has “slept too long”.

“Too much sleep can weaken your sleep system. Your body is not awake for long enough to absorb enough sunlight, get enough exercise or engage in enough tiring activities.

Your body temperature takes a long time to climb to normal in the morning making you very drowsy for several hours after waking. In fact your body temperature may not climb to its peak at all, so you may feel lethargic all day. This is because excess melatonin that has been released by keeping your eyes closed for a long time does not dissipate quickly leaving you feeling drowsy and drained of energy.

Too much sleep can actually weaken your immune system leading to lowered resistance to colds, flu or worse.”  Link