Okay, now this is just getting too weird. Went to bed at my usual time, was even starting to doze laying there, which is normally a good indication that sleep is possible. Not last night, I was up and down no less than 3 times. As I make it a rule, if I have been in bed for more than half an hour and still not asleep.. I get up. I was still up, when the mate got up at, past 9 am. This is about to drive me, insane.
To bed at 9ish am and up at 5pm is just not gonna cut it. As the mate so pointedly reminded me.. if it keeps on like this, if I happen to get an appointment for damn near any part of the day right now, I would be hard pressed to keep it. Hell, as stands, my entire dang day is gone… before I even get outta bed !
I do not have any until next mt, as the moment, but one never knows. As there are several I want to have and have been pressing for that I would be very pissed if I finally got them, only to miss them as my body has gone entirely off the deep end here, with the sleep thing.
Doctor is just gonna have to listen and pay heed, and give me some real sleeping meds for days like this, like I asked her for.. ( which when I asked last time, she gave me yet more anit depressants, which did make me sleep, right enough..for about 2 hours, then the nightmares started, several days in a row…. so in the trash they went ) This cannot continue!!!
Welcome to my not so dream land