It seems that I am no more than dragging my body outta the black hole its been in for mts, and now my brain wants to stay on vacation. Trying desperately to complete some work I have been chipping away at, as I can, for way longer than it normally takes me ( the client has been very forgiving ) and I cannot seem to get my brain to work. I had thought, ok the body is getting back with the program since the weather is not so hideous, so lets knock it out and have done. right ? Wrong.
For the first time, in a long time, this is actually frustrating. Now some of it, is my own fault, in that I let how tedious this particular job is.. make me find reasons to put it off, now I am facing a deadline, one that I set, as it must get done, and it’s like half the information.. you know the stuff ya thought ya had all lined up and ready to go.. isn’t. I am shocked at myself as this is not like me.. hell putting off work is not like me either but I managed to do it.. for longer than even I realized.
I am wondering if perhaps some of my new medications, are behind this and if so, how do I counter it ? As one must work, and I am at risk of losing my reputation here. I think its time to do some more research on the meds I started oh about 6 mts ago.. as if they are it.. then out they go.. I do not care how much good they are doing the body.. taking my mind for such details, is not acceptable..If its not them, then I need another plan here.
Getting off my soap box.. thanks for letting me rant